Biadabnya Diri Saya

Mungkin… tuan benar,

Saya yang salah.

Betul, tuanlah yang gagah,

sedangkan saya hanya abdi yang lemah.

Iya… Benar… nona benar-benar benar.

Saya memang layak dibakar!

Dibakar dengan api fitnah

yang dipenuhi amarah.

Silahkan tuan…

Lekas nona…

Tuduhlah Saya…

Remahkanlah Saya, dan pandanglah Saya

dengan sebelah mata.

Mungkin… mereka benar,

Saya terlalu aneh.

Terlalu aneh hingga membuat mereka meleleh!

Meleleh karena panas hati mereka melihat tingkah Saya.

Maafakan Saya tuan dan nona…

Maaf… tuan dan nona benar…

Iya, benar, salahkan Saya.

Musuhi, kucilkan, asingkan dan

jika perlu, singkirkan saja Saya!

Karena Saya terlalu bebas untuk berkarya!

Karena Saya terlalu lepas hingga jadi berbahaya!

Adalah sebuah kesalahan bagi mereka

jika berfikir dengan cara yang berbeda.

Mereka bilang “Saya memanulasi!”

nyatanya, Saya hanyalah suara minoritas

yang berfikiran tanpa ruang waktu atau dimensi.

Saya destruktif! Kata mereka.

Katakanlah Saya Impulsif

dan berprilaku primitif.

Ya, benarm tuan dan nona tidak salah.

Dan benar apabila Saya manusia sempurna

karena ketidaksempurnaan dan…

karena biadabnya diri Saya.

24 desember 2009

“DUNIA SAYA”

Thafhan Muwaffaq

Evening Cigarette

on the evening blue and red mixture.
Thoughts come up like a vivid vision.
O hey, the world’s full of different gesture,
of minds, thoughts, tastes and else as a conclusion.

Smoke blows out, turns everything in obscure
reasons of it waving on the television
Yea it’s true, true that everythig’s firstly pure
and after all, they added justification

Then, we shall think about the whole.
It is all not same but as one.
Take in on different point of view then it seems as a complex hole.
Then, with no tolerance, each like pointing and ready to shot gun.

we know that none is the model of role.
we too know no such thing perfectl done.
why hey, don’t we let it all in one hole.
so the positivity comes up is anger of none.

is it us or them?

So, they might say
“do this, do that for good sake”
then, hey!, can’t we do it our way?
We just don’t want to get ourselves in fake..

So, at us they stare
In cynical or negative judgement and all
then, they mentioned about “beware!”
be aware of stuck or hit the wall

so, we all say
“we know what is in good sake”
“everybody has their own way”
“we just don’t want to get ourselves in fake”

Finally, up to the sky we stare
In bright faces or positive dreams and all
then, we all yelled about “not to care!”
we don’t care to break or climb the wall

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